Today I wrote about the classroom. Life has always been a giant classroom for me (don't worry, I don't use this cliché in the essay) because I really try in my everyday life to learn everything that my experiences can teach me.
I felt a bizarre sense of déjavu while writing this because I have spent the past year writing about my love of learning to colleges and to scholarship foundations, hoping that this passion could earn me a place at a good college. I faced the temptation of abstraction, because abstract writing is often what is found in the kind of persuasive writing that I would be doing for college applications. I needed to make this essay personal rather than persuasive. It was a strange experience, writing about something that I had just written about multiple times and having to look at it through a completely different lens. This was a challenge I had not yet faced. The only way to avoid clichés and abstraction was to ground the piece with concrete details. Tom Morgan taught me that. Being a naturally concrete writer, it was strange having to focus on concreteness.
That's not to say that I wasn't a little abstract sometimes, but this emotional writing was built on the foundation of specific details. Here's a piece of the abstract part that seems strong even out of context:
"I felt a deep sense of belonging when I was in the classroom. Since as long as I could remember, I had attacked the process of learning with an intense enthusiasm. I constantly attempted to crawl out of my crib as an infant, sometimes successfully, so that I could further explore my room. I had learned the alphabet, both upper case and lower case, by the time I was eighteen months old. At three, my mother hid all the magazines and books in the house because I would cry when I read about a natural disaster. Of course learning was encouraged and fostered at home, but at the school, that passion became my purpose.
"When I say learn, I’m not speaking of memorizing or consuming facts. I’m speaking of something a lot more fundamental and sacred: expressing your gratitude for this magnificent experience of life by just being an observant and active part of it. Learning is a way of communicating with the universe. From each piece of knowledge that is revealed, several questions emerge, to which I find the answers, only to be met by several more questions. As I acquire answers, I realize that the little bits of knowledge were not separate. I recognize connections between them. Learning is my way of crossing the immense web of life."
I have just taken a look at the blog, and I have to say, this recent excerpt is my favorite. Writing about learning and the classroom evoked true imagery and passion, a sense of what you were feeling for sure. How about a photo of yourself at the job??? Or maybe the settings that work best for your inspiration? I'm curious how you can discipline yourself to stay "in the chair" and forge ahead. I've never had that discipline...except when necessary for deadlines. Great to read!
ReplyDeleteNow that I might not be submitting excerpts in my posts, I can cover that in more detail. Thanks, Joan!
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